Sailing away

Thought I will give you the wings back
Thought I will love to see you flying high
Your giant feathery grey wings will flap
You will fly above the clouds.
But I lost the game,
I lost my courage to stand alone.
My eye sight became tired and hazy
I can barely look up and look for you
I quit the game of waiting
The broken pieces of my heart,
laughs at my sorrow
And I know I want you back.
I dont want to fly high with you
Or put back to the ground.
I want to sail away in those tiny boats
I want to sail away across the rivers
I want to sail to the sea and get lost.